The Ghost
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The Ghost We were so alike you said The past as one we knew In a hurry, you rushed off Left me with no clue You never could say goodbye Calls from outer space To my lonely place Voice garbled, rushed Left without a trace Frozen and alone Because you never could say goodbye Spelled out clear and cold, "GOODBYE!" Echoes in my mind, "Leaving you It's getting old Baby Doll," is what you say In my ears I did not hear you speak Or my eyes see your face You never learned to say goodbye Even for this time or place I kept hot tears inside Waiting on a lie Tonight I will not hide This is how I feel But you can't see me Because you never could say goodbye.
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Oh, I like your poem! Beautiful and inspirational!
And a tragic theme of 'goodbyes' or 'second farewells' seems to be actual for many people here. It's good to share. Thank you for not hiding and saying how you feel. It resonates with my feelings. Reading your poem was a psychological consolation. To ease the pain. Thank you for this poem, dear Kittay! 
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It made me feel better for a few hours. Some people can be very cruel in life and you have to learn who to give your heart and time to, or it can be more than tragic on so many levels.
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It's good, at least, that it made you feel better for a few hours! Let God help you, dear Kittay!
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Lana Walder:
Oh, I like your poem! Beautiful and inspirational!
And a tragic theme of 'goodbyes' or 'second farewells' seems to be actual for many people here. It's good to share. Thank you for not hiding and saying how you feel. It resonates with my feelings. Reading your poem was a psychological consolation. To ease the pain. Thank you for this poem, dear Kittay! That captures her poem nicely.
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Lana Walder:
It's good, at least, that it made you feel better for a few hours! Let God help you, dear Kittay!
So true words, I wish we could learn that!Thank you.
I believe in God and always try my best to follow the Golden Rule. I was born that way. I have made mistakes as everyone has done. What I need are good people in my life who are true to their word. I have met some people who preached about Love and God but when it came down to doing the deed they didn't follow through and it has disillusioned me. I know everyone is not false and I hope things work out for myself and all of us here. Peace and Love!
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I hope too, dear Kittay!
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That was so sad Kittay
it reminded me of someone I once knew. It made me cry thinking of sad goodbyes in my life. You truly have a way with words. -
Dear Kitty it is indeed painful to be let down by those whom we form bonds with. Don't know whether this will help but Shakespear wrote; 'to thine own self be true....' I find these words of strength, cause as long as you listen to your inner voice you become empowered somewhat xxx your poem.... a sad one, spoke your mind clear and true x
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hey_kittay:
The Ghost We were so alike you said The past as one we knew In a hurry, you rushed off Left me with no clue You never could say goodbye Calls from outer space To my lonely place Voice garbled, rushed Left without a trace Frozen and alone Because you never could say goodbye Spelled out clear and cold, "GOODBYE!" Echoes in my mind, "Leaving you It's getting old Baby Doll," is what you say In my ears I did not hear you speak Or my eyes see your face You never learned to say goodbye Even for this time or place I kept hot tears inside Waiting on a lie Tonight I will not hide This is how I feel But you can't see me Because you never could say goodbye.
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