Out the Window, I ran and ran!
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for all those who had to leave home, unexpectidly" I had to leave home. to the street I do go to where I didn't know where, when or why? so out the window I did go now knowing where I was going to be that night so I went to Westport to sing and Play, it was only right to earn good money every day it wasn't a lot but it would get me by sleep here, there and everywhere no place to rest my head it was so much better then being dead! so Out the window I ran and I ran towards something as fast as I can so I found me a place for a night or two no one to ever belong to for no one was ever gonna tell me what to do for I was strong but I didn't know it then I would find me a Place to permanently rest my head so I got in to Nursing school was my new tool for FREEDOM to be what I could truly be its what the universe had planned for me so if you ever feel bad cause people hurt and treat you and make you sad go out your window and run as fast as you can for all of those who were SUPRESSED-OPRESSED-and DEPRESSED!!! go get counseling some how or some way ok?? I did and I am better for it!
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wrote this just after posting my last post, in about 10 minuets! you know how one thing leads to another. so here I wrote. is this ok? let me know ok?
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now you see what Paul and Beatles did for me!!!!!!!! she's leaving home bye bye! that was me!!!!
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maccalindandme:
now you see what Paul and Beatles did for me!!!!!!!! she's leaving home bye bye! that was me!!!!
I know exactly how you feel maccalindandme. I left home at 17 years and 3 days old. It is hard to be on your own at that age. I had nothing to my name. No education. No wealthy family to fall back on. Just me and my dog. But somehow, with the Grace of the Universe I made it this far. I guess if I died today I should be proud of myself.
Thanks for sharing maccalindandme. 
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your very welcome Kittay! seams Like a lot of us Women, have gone thru, such Challenging times! I just had me too then. and when I turned on the songs of the BEATLES. I somehow got thru each moment to moment!! I felt naked going out their ALONE! and I know you did too! why did some of us Women have to endure all of that Crap?? if I knew then what I know now, it would be VERY Different ideed! so glad you made it out too!
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Thats nice maccalindandme! I like the idea of getting out, leaving running off into an adventure. you captured that well in your poem, sweet job! my favorite passage: so I found me a place for a night or two no one to ever belong to for no one was ever gonna tell me what to do for I was strong but I didn't know it then I would find me a Place to permanently rest my head don't know why its my fav but just rolls nice.
I like the 3 straight "Oo" rhymes; two, to, do. you should have gone for 4! like make that next line 'I got me through for I was strong' .. just to get in that extra 'Oo' just kidding, nice job maccalindandme! -
OH! My thank you very Much kapoo. WOW, coming from you I am honored gee! I am sure glad you liked it! just kind of typed it as I received it! you know out their! words come to me, like they do for Paul , hard to explain it all! lol gee their I go again my friend! lol I got more, wanna see? Pm me!
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I really like that Maccalindandme. I left home really early as well, so I can really relate to you poem. It does make you strong, too strong sometimes...
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yes LovetoTravel, yes thru all those rough times, I seam to have found My "BALLS"! nothing fake, no lies, no being anymore in some disguise. I am keeping it simple, and I get out of the way, for those who are not moving forward. as I am moving to change my little piece of the world. doing my part, to those who are in real need! some times it takes 'BALLS" to help heal the Open wounded who are walking among the earth! they just need to know , it's gonna be alrite!! and a HUG of Love,, to Pass along! that is why it's in that Beatles song!
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I'm just a guy who knows good stuff when he sees it
btw I just wanted to say its hilarious how you get talking in poetry, just in your posts. I had to laugh because I started imagining if you did that in normal conversations with people? 
That would be really cool, we'd be talking and I'd be noticing little rhymes here and there your posts are always interesting for that reason maccalindandme. don't think I don't notice -
but I do do that in normal conversations with people! and they LUV it! I have been doing that for yrs My friend kapoo on the phone at a party, it all comes out that way! and all seam to love it and ask me to write something our for their Husbands, boyfriends and family's! it is fun to do! I am quite the Creative Lady!
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OH you noticed? Gee, thanks! didn't know y0ou were looking kapoo!! yes My conversations at the store they love too. my fav grocery checker loves it when I come thru, I always have a word or two for her too!! you cam pm me. if you don't believe me, you may talk to me on the phone, I promise you wont be dissapointed!!!
gee now I am getting all ok, well, now I think I shall go ok? byeeeee! -
maccalindandme:
yes LovetoTravel, yes thru all those rough times, I seam to have found My "BALLS"! nothing fake, no lies, no being anymore in some disguise. I am keeping it simple, and I get out of the way, for those who are not moving forward. as I am moving to change my little piece of the world. doing my part, to those who are in real need! some times it takes 'BALLS" to help heal the Open wounded who are walking among the earth! they just need to know , it's gonna be alrite!! and a HUG of Love,, to Pass along! that is why it's in that Beatles song!
God, how I love a woman with BALLS!!!
lol Life's rough spots can can definitely do that, it either breaks you or makes you really strong and like you said, gives you the ability to hold a hand out or throw a rope down to others who you see trying to climb out of that big black hole in the ground 
Love ya Maccalindandme 
The Beatles songs got me through it all too!! All you need is love love love, We can work it out and in the End, the love you take is equal to the love you make. -
well it is the best way to put it into words. Past things have a way of healing after all these yrs too. if your moving forward to the future with Hope faith and love. you may not get a lot of Hugs of Love, but you do get rewarded, by being kind to others, and them being kind to you. for me its the only thing to do! sometimes someone may do something nice for you! So I am stepping into Goodness with each step I take hoping that I can love again and not make the same mistakes that is because I know who I am this was the Plann I guess? but I am still shy when it comes to guys so maybe someone will send me a Kind of Paul Man who thinks like me writes like me and talks like me Like-minded is very Important for I take no Prisioners only those who have good intent the way it was love is ment to be for me you see to be alone again isn't natural for me for no one should be alone causing my mind to bend and roam but I would rather be here than anywhere expressing my thoughts and dreams and hopes and wishes so it would seam to be, I am only me, I am glad I am here for you! Love, lil ole me! written as fast as the thoughts were coming to me hehe!
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awe!
don't you agree that the more knowledge you have the less fearful it becomes?? let's get on the right track being hopeful, and graceful, we know that all things will be Held In "GRACE"! don't ever lok back look to the future with Hope faith and Confidence it is up to us to make it right. so can we try tonight! with words of love for everyone!!! love and light to you all! Including Paul! -
maccalindandme:
awe!
don't you agree that the more knowledge you have the less fearful it becomes?? let's get on the right track being hopeful, and graceful, we know that all things will be Held In "GRACE"! don't ever lok back look to the future with Hope faith and Confidence it is up to us to make it right. so can we try tonight! with words of love for everyone!!! love and light to you all! Including Paul!Aww Maccalinda I think you are right, the more knowledge you have, the less fearful it becomes... And you are right, don't ever look back, because that stuff is in your past and you can't change it anyway, so why let it hold you back? Right?! We should all look to the future with Hope Faith and Confidence. Words of Love for everyone!!! Sounds like a really good plan
Some really nice thoughts here... 
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well hello there
we sure do need good words of love these days. especially here. so one can come and touch the screen of love, that is in this wonderful place. altho I cant see anyone's face. but for those wishing to recieve love faith hope and grace again." JUST PRESSSS"! for there are soo many walking Wounded out their. just a word or two of kindness can really COUNT!!!! -
maccalindandme, makes me cry!, don't you know how you words came in to my heart?, and you are right, all we need is love
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it did? awe gee,
nice to know their are others out their like me who Love and care for others too. most are in a hurry to go somewhere, never stopping to smell the roses. to lend a hand to those who need it with a hug and CLothing or what ever it is to help them move forward too! one thing I had to learn too, was to say NO when it was the time to say no! -
Yes it's important to say NO, when you feels in this way, specially if it's about you life
