close your eyes.....
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It's really wierd; when I close my eyes, I see blackness but I also see some flashes of colour...and YES I am clean and sober!!!
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glass_0ni0n:
It's really wierd; when I close my eyes, I see blackness but I also see some flashes of colour...and YES I am clean and sober!!!
LOL! so am i
oh yes flashes of colour... very beautiful!!!! when you close your eyes, if you wanna see more than blackness or flashes of colour.. don't try to look thru your eyelids
forget your eyes and look!..
ops: let me know if you see more, sweetie!
oh i guess people think i am fool
ops: or drunk
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waves and waves and ocean for as far as the eyes can see - sand that squishes between my toes and dreams that just begin - sunscreen stuff that mixes with the salt water drift that drifts into my senses - wooshes as I skip on top of a newly formed wave - I ride it as it carries me toward shore and then I see someone standing there and I do a flip to get out of the wave and turn to the right of them to avoid a collision - many people are jumping around - every wave with their arms to the sky- they look so stupid and silly - until you try this yourself - letting the wave nudge you a few feet as you hold your arms above the water - and I feel a great feeling and an Ahhhhhhhh this is awesome smile in my being - for this moment I am in love with the earth - and then I become a fool again.
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I am giving a speech - it is grade 6 - as I am giving the speech I look at my audience and sitting in the front row is a girl that I have never seen before - my heart tingles - my stomache bounces and jolts around and sends a smile back to my heart - I forget where I am in the speech - but find a way to finish what I am saying. I look at her one more time - then look away. I make excuses to myself to try and be where she is likely to be. I want to see her more and more. Now there is a fair/carnival at the school and I matter of a factly go there - playing the games and going through the motions of being there - I am ready to go - nothing for me here - until she walks in - now I want to stay - but I cannot follow her and she must not know I am trying to be near - I go to another area - and try to find her again - I look - but do not see her - now I must go and butterfly stomache and heart that jumps for joy there she is again. I walk home and draw a big heart in an open field and write me and???? I don't know her name! I don't stand a chance of getting to know her - but for this moment I hear Don't let me Down - and I sing along -"I'm in Love for the first time- don't you know its going to last "- and then it piffs away and I walk home a fool once more
ops:
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I`m here only for two days, but I love it! You all are so romantic, maybe dreamers (like me?)... before I`ve read the messages, I`ve closed my eyes and...saw almost the same pictures as you
...lying on the grass in the shade of a tree, wondered if he could speak to me... (swaying daiseys, sing a lazy song...)
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So hard to look through your sadness and teary eyes- heavy heart emotions that keep asking why am I such a fool? Each lonely sigh that lingers - love that goes around the world and reaches everyone but me. Walking alone among the trees and stream - searching deep in my soul - and wondering why I am who I am. I have no talent - no skills or gifts to give this world - I listen to the music - I listen to the talk - but I say no words - I take in the sound and sights and feelings and process it all - and still I seem to give nothing back - I feel so alone - the walk is slow - the walk is long and I have no solutions to any of it - I write words that I can see and a song comes out of the sadness - hundreds of voices crying this cry and praying in silence asking for answers - and then I become the Fool once more -
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kate003:
I`m here only for two days, but I love it! You all are so romantic, maybe dreamers (like me?)... before I`ve read the messages, I`ve closed my eyes and...saw almost the same pictures as you
...lying on the grass in the shade of a tree, wondered if he could speak to me... (swaying daiseys, sing a lazy song...)
Welcome Kate!!
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yonoworld:
glass_0ni0n:
It's really wierd; when I close my eyes, I see blackness but I also see some flashes of colour...and YES I am clean and sober!!!
LOL! so am i
oh yes flashes of colour... very beautiful!!!! when you close your eyes, if you wanna see more than blackness or flashes of colour.. don't try to look thru your eyelids
forget your eyes and look!..
ops: let me know if you see more, sweetie!
oh i guess people think i am fool
ops: or drunk
Nope, nothing more.
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The heart sees without eyes and seems blind from the inside but feels all and cry's and sighs and relies on I to make it feel quite sublime to steal your hearts and minds and heal the wounds you hide inside the pain that's left behind and blinds my foolish mind everytime everytime.
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I am driving on Highway #1 in California - It is beautiful - it is Awesome ! Mountains on one side and the ocean on the other - every curve of road I drive presents an even greater view - if that is at all seemingly possible - I want to take its beauty in and hold on to it forever. This is one of the most inspiring places I have ever been! I take pictures - but they cannot capture such a feeling as I have this moment - cannot capture the Awesome mountain strenghth - the contrast - the ocean in all its strength is calm and cool and meets the mountain front along the beach - far below - I breathe in this joy -
- and then become the fool once more
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The_Fool and everyone else, i just love reading what you guys see! this is all fascinating and i enjoy travelling into your mind lol.
Keep your eyes closed and write more please!!
i close my eyes and i see... a castle... a black bird is flying above it. the bird is flying very fast to me and tries to eat me
next to me a little girl is there with a Teddy bear in her arms. she looks right in front of her and in front of her i see a black and white, huge and heavy cow running to her and jumping above her. the little girl isn't surprised or scared, she just looks at the cow. the black bird still is in front of me, looking at me strangely
then he looks at the little girl, then me, then the little girl... and me... and the bird suddenly flies away to the dark wood that is on my left. in front of me, there is a black and white, huge and heavy cow... it runs to me... getting closer and closer.... but it doesn"t jump above me!!!
the cow walks on me... and another one does too! another one behind, and another one again.... thousands of cows walking on me!! the little girl looks at me. i also look at myself, i'm out of my body, cows jump and walk on my body as if it was just the floor.
and in the end, a hand is giving me two flowers, one blue and one red with eyes and mouth. the hand belongs to an arm... the arm belongs to a body... the body has a head above... i see a face..............
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I see card - and out of the card a cake floats to the table - the words they dance around like fools - each wishing you a wonderful wish- Happy Irthday Julie - it spells on the cake and Happy Irthday Julie it spells on the card where is the B? All the letters shrug in unicorn "Late again!" They mumble between a whisper and a talk. This they say is a "B"- "Late" -d Birthday Wish and now it is your turn to -- Close your eyes and make a wish
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LOL ((((The_Fool))))!! you are one of the very few persons that can make me smile inside!! Thank you very much for that!!
ok, i close my eyes..........and i make a wish.............done.
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i close my eyes......and i see strawberry marmelade standing up in the shape of a little thing with arms and legs...walking slowly from nowhere to nowhere...suddenly it all disappears...and i see millions of different images in one second...can't write it...too many...too fast...................
a SNAKE!!!
very big one, i'm smaller than him. it looks at me with his strange tongue and his eyes hypnotising me...it seemed not dangerous until it suddenly attacks me... i can almost feel him biting me
i'm out of my body and i see it eating me! and now i see this little girl who was in my head last time..she's smiling to me
and pointing her finger to a direction...i look there and i see....a giant dragon dying
and then the girl looks at me, she doesn't smile but i 'hear' her asking me : "and now?" ... and now what????
and then she suddenly runs away and what do i see in front of me? a train!
it's driving fast to me!! i go thru the train (or the train goes thru me..) and now i see a very old and tall man... with white hair and a very long beard. He smiles to me and looks at me with wise eyes...his hands are joined, he's standing there, just looking at me and smiling.
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"My life closed twice before it's close but as everyone can see the loss of she who had my heart was much too much for me" (summer of 2000 on Anini beach in Kauai)
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Close your eyes and I'll kiss you tommorow I'll miss you remmember I'll always be true and then while I'm away I'll write home everyday and I'll send all my loving to you.
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i close my eyes and i see VERY interesting things.....................
ops:
and now i'm just afraid of opening them...
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Open your eyes and see the beauty of the world - close them and dream of the things you do not see - open them again and see what is real and remember the dream -- I see the ocean again - waves - and waves - and the song of the sun and the air that makes every day a holiday --- the smiles to eachother -- the simple nod of the head -- that acknowledges -- we are all in this together -- we are connected in life -- by the things we do everyday -- connected directly and indirectly -- another ocean wave -- the warmth of the sun -- the breath of new again -- and thoughts shaping like lapping waves -- new and old --wave and undertoe -- I open my eyes to a new moment -- you must see it too -- and then I become the Fool once more and return to my world that I know or try to know and understand - but for a moment I was in a dream -- and soon I will try to make it real again -- with my eyes open -- and you too
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I close my eyes I see nothing I hear my new playlist I prefer to keep my eyes open I hate sleep, I am in the now.
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The_Fool:
Open your eyes and see the beauty of the world - close them and dream of the things you do not see - open them again and see what is real and remember the dream -- I see the ocean again - waves - and waves - and the song of the sun and the air that makes every day a holiday --- the smiles to eachother -- the simple nod of the head -- that acknowledges -- we are all in this together -- we are connected in life -- by the things we do everyday -- connected directly and indirectly -- another ocean wave -- the warmth of the sun -- the breath of new again -- and thoughts shaping like lapping waves -- new and old --wave and undertoe -- I open my eyes to a new moment -- you must see it too -- and then I become the Fool once more and return to my world that I know or try to know and understand - but for a moment I was in a dream -- and soon I will try to make it real again -- with my eyes open -- and you too
one of the best advices i've ever read/heard! Beautiful! ...or should i say... beautiFOOL!?
btw, where are you (((The_Fool)))?
summer vacation, i guess!? hope you come back soon and laugh at the Moon again, dear friend!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ close your eyes again, people and tell me what you see.