close your eyes.....
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I close my eyes and see a the world in another perspective -- so warped and out of place - surrrreeeeall -- so fast, so slow - nonsense mixed with sense that seem so real to me -- someone close to me is so alive (and I know with eyes open they are gone) -- and then someone I know with eyes open could die with my eyes closed (but I am told they don't really die -- it means something else -- like I am moving on or starting something new) -- I did not talk to the someone close -- but wanted to - wanted to find out more about them -- wanted to know they were doing well -- and for a nano second -- I thought I might see them with eyes open (but sadly it would hit me like a ton of bricks when I open my eyes) - in this world they are a memory with eyes open -- all is not perfect with eyes closed .... there is the mix of emotions - that blend in random - strange to me - in the harmony of the universe -- for some moments there is great entertainment inside my drifting dreams of thought and letting go of thought -- auto pilot sleep -- I went beyond closing my eyes and into a dream filled sleep -- I donno if that is what I was suppose to do - but I did it anyway -- I open my eyes -- the day is beautiful and calls me to begin once again -- I close my eyes to continue the dream -- the world nudges me to open my eyes again -- and laughs at me for being the_fool - I become very aware that indeed I am the_fool again -- eyes a bit tired -- wanting to close them again - but first -- I must live in this day -- with eyes open - dancing on the hills -- being someone -- and saying things that only the_fool can say -- knowing it is not always right -- knowing it is not always liked -- trying and hoping it is enough - it is not what you want me to be - it is not always what I want to be - it is what I am I wish it was better than that - or accepted
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The_Fool:
I close my eyes and see a the world in another perspective -- so warped and out of place - surrrreeeeall -- so fast, so slow - nonsense mixed with sense that seem so real to me -- someone close to me is so alive (and I know with eyes open they are gone) -- and then someone I know with eyes open could die with my eyes closed (but I am told they don't really die -- it means something else -- like I am moving on or starting something new) -- I did not talk to the someone close -- but wanted to - wanted to find out more about them -- wanted to know they were doing well -- and for a nano second -- I thought I might see them with eyes open (but sadly it would hit me like a ton of bricks when I open my eyes) - in this world they are a memory with eyes open -- all is not perfect with eyes closed .... there is the mix of emotions - that blend in random - strange to me - in the harmony of the universe -- for some moments there is great entertainment inside my drifting dreams of thought and letting go of thought -- auto pilot sleep -- I went beyond closing my eyes and into a dream filled sleep -- I donno if that is what I was suppose to do - but I did it anyway -- I open my eyes -- the day is beautiful and calls me to begin once again -- I close my eyes to continue the dream -- the world nudges me to open my eyes again -- and laughs at me for being the_fool - I become very aware that indeed I am the_fool again -- eyes a bit tired -- wanting to close them again - but first -- I must live in this day -- with eyes open - dancing on the hills -- being someone -- and saying things that only the_fool can say -- knowing it is not always right -- knowing it is not always liked -- trying and hoping it is enough - it is not what you want me to be - it is not always what I want to be - it is what I am I wish it was better than that - or accepted
That's a very beautiful post, Fool!
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This time it is you facing the mirror -- closing your eyes -- making a wish. [we go back 5 minutes] your family is there - should we put all those candles on the cake (they joke with each other They know you are not old it is one of those birthday jokes that people use all the time about getting old-- but you are not old like they are -- it is their sense of humor) -- or should we put one? [I hope I am getting all this right -- to tell you this -- because it was all said in French and I had to decode it all ] [back to now] they sing in slightly different keys and tones the tune of Happy Birthday - Happy Anniversary of your year of being born -- la la la etc... What is nice is to see them all smile for you Family, good food, good wishes, hopefully a gift or two that you will be happy about. [Those candles are getting kind of low -- oops ] Eyes closed -- you make a wish When they are open you will see the most beautiful person you will ever know -- it is YOU! [The mirror clearly knows YOU!] [I hope your wishes come true the way they are suppose to for you -- and to your happiness -- may it always find you -- wherever you may be] Happy Birthday (((((Julie))))) [early wishes] as I once again become the_fool wishing you these wishes early - because I don't know if I will be here on your actual birthday or not - - so I am hoping you see this and that your day is a good one
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The_Fool:
This time it is you facing the mirror -- closing your eyes -- making a wish. [we go back 5 minutes] your family is there - should we put all those candles on the cake (they joke with each other They know you are not old it is one of those birthday jokes that people use all the time about getting old-- but you are not old like they are -- it is their sense of humor) -- or should we put one? [I hope I am getting all this right -- to tell you this -- because it was all said in French and I had to decode it all ] [back to now] they sing in slightly different keys and tones the tune of Happy Birthday - Happy Anniversary of your year of being born -- la la la etc... What is nice is to see them all smile for you Family, good food, good wishes, hopefully a gift or two that you will be happy about. [Those candles are getting kind of low -- oops ] Eyes closed -- you make a wish When they are open you will see the most beautiful person you will ever know -- it is YOU! [The mirror clearly knows YOU!] [I hope your wishes come true the way they are suppose to for you -- and to your happiness -- may it always find you -- wherever you may be] Happy Birthday (((((Julie))))) [early wishes] as I once again become the_fool wishing you these wishes early - because I don't know if I will be here on your actual birthday or not - - so I am hoping you see this and that your day is a good one
I open my eyes and what do I see??? ((((Fool))))..... Thank you sooo much for thinking of my birthday in advance and for this so very kind and creative post that shines just like you do! This brought me a huge smile on my face and for a long time! And this wonderful post came at the right time : I was being stressed out with the elections and this early wish made me forget it all for an instant! Thank you thank you thank you!!! What a good surprise!! Wishing you a great great great day today and all the days that follow! ((((Hugs))))!!!
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jollywillow:
I open my eyes and what do I see??? ((((Fool))))..... Thank you sooo much for thinking of my birthday in advance and for this so very kind and creative post that shines just like you do! This brought me a huge smile on my face and for a long time! And this wonderful post came at the right time : I was being stressed out with the elections and this early wish made me forget it all for an instant! Thank you thank you thank you!!! What a good surprise!! Wishing you a great great great day today and all the days that follow! ((((Hugs))))!!!
OMG I didn't know about your birthday Julie.Did I miss it? ops: I'm so sorry...
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brave face:
jollywillow:
I open my eyes and what do I see??? ((((Fool))))..... Thank you sooo much for thinking of my birthday in advance and for this so very kind and creative post that shines just like you do! This brought me a huge smile on my face and for a long time! And this wonderful post came at the right time : I was being stressed out with the elections and this early wish made me forget it all for an instant! Thank you thank you thank you!!! What a good surprise!! Wishing you a great great great day today and all the days that follow! ((((Hugs))))!!!
OMG I didn't know about your birthday Julie.Did I miss it? ops: I'm so sorry...
Lol no you didn't miss it, Sonia! The_Fool wished it to me earlier than the right day! And no need to apologize, I didn't tell you when it is, so you couldn't guess!
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I looked in the birthday list but could not find you...Why didn't you send a pm to Tori in Texas?When was it?
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brave face:
I looked in the birthday list but could not find you...Why didn't you send a pm to Tori in Texas?When was it?
I had it on the list but then I was feeling too shy to have a birthday thread so I asked it to be away from the list so most people would forget it... My birthday is on... Jeudi prochain. When is yours??
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I am in the list but there will be no thread for me 28th August like Mary... Anyway I will be away on an island without TV,without computer...Just the sea,nature and my husband! Have you ever been to Belle-รle en mer? I suppose it's going to be nice to go back to the forum after my birthday and see if anyone thought about it Maybe you will...
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ps:I can't forget yours my father's is on wednesday!
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I see so many people posting ..... I close my eyes and get a kick out of the posts I am reading -- I open them and everybody is GONE! What is this?!?! Oh I get it It is a game of hide-and-go- seek and so I look around -- nice hiding places -- I cannot find anyone ops: are my eyes open or closed?? I thought they were open - let me see ~Poke~ OWWWWWCHHH that hurt!! ops: I donno --I don't get it -- oh well once again I feel like such the_fool as I know that feeling all too well -- maybe I will see some of you -- here -- maybe not. I close my eyes ...... {sorry you cannot post so soon after posting on this thread}
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I close my eyes and I see a small room with many musicians playing and enjoying themselves without a care.....I hear Eric Clapton and Beatles songs!!!!! YAY!!!!
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i close my eyes as i am listening to the melody of Closer ~ Travis... very sweet little song to me. no complicated vibe, no hard vibe... just something simple and obvious. love it. ...Just need to get closer, closer, Lean on me now, Lean on me now, closer, closer, Lean on me now, Lean on me now... cute
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I close my eyes little willow surprize upon my pillow oh what a prize I've got eyes (learnin to use 'em) ((blind and dumb)) (((dimes and crumbs))) ((((crumble crumble done.)))) (((((you've got me who's got you baby?)))))
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beatlemaniac4:
I close my eyes and I see a small room with many musicians playing and enjoying themselves without a care.....I hear Eric Clapton and Beatles songs!!!!! YAY!!!!
Of course, the horse is a Porsh torch the old roast scorch it to boast to boost a trooper and and a tooth threes tooth threes truth threes company in a close booth. (three's treat threes teeth.) ((four's a horse of course.)) (((dark and north))) ((((work horse!)))).
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i closed my eyes, fell asleep...... and dreamed i was thrown into jail !?!? and i was innocent!!! i was crying all the tears of my body and i wanted to die!?!?!?!? finally i could go out of jail for a while, just to proove i was innocent. i opened my eyes and was kinda relieved seing my good old mess in my good old room and my good old future that is still not all decided and where there is still hope for lots of things.
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I close my eyes and see a strobe-like-effect as if you are blinking your eyes as quick as a wink with both eyes many times over and over again. And for some reason - there stands someone I only know as Waxbeam. We come to an area of trees. There are two sorted piles - treasure and the glitter of expensive things - Waxbeam claims it very quickly as if he has a flag and is claiming it all for his country -- only it is his flag and he claims it only for himself. I get the other pile -- it has an acoustic guitar - which I start playing right away (but of course I need so much practice). I look around to see art stuff to paint pictures, lots of paper for sketching and a camera -- and many creative possibilities that will take my effort. Waxbeam laughs at my misfortune and shouts, "I'm Rich!!" With his treasure he also gets a castle with more riches and many who do their best to make his life as comfortable as possible while Waxbeam who stands six feet tall becomes a six foot asshole. I have a painting that I give away (only to discover it came from a famous artist - many would laugh at my stupidity and mistake about it -- only I would know the reason I gave it away was so that all of those who laughed at me would be able to see the painting for all its beauty -- and that it would not hang on my wall -- where only I would see it -- the only bummer in that deal is someone made tons of money on it -- by reselling it -- I guess I could have -- I thought it was better to donate it - silly me). Waxbeam had things too easy and he got crankier through his days and his health seemed to be going down hill -- he traded in some of his treasure to some doctors and hospitals -- but all his riches could not buy him health. As rough as it was for him -- he never failed to laugh at me. I took my creative stuff -- and have had moments of self happiness - struggle of wanting to get better to show all this to the world. Such does not always happen as we want it to -- so I spend my regular days working in some building - doing some things - looking forward to each song I can write - each painting I can express - each story I can write - poems, and my expressions from inside being flushed out into my works -- some say I am sitting on a gold mine -- me -- I have not made any of this work in my favor -- it feels like the painting hanging on the wall for only me to see. I use a movie camera -- it has a strobe-like-effect that takes me back to the hills - where I become the_fool once more - I cannot gather the wind that slips through my fingers - I can only be the_fool with an imagination to get me through each day - and a paycheck from someone at the building I work at - to keep me grumbling at how much I need to keep working - wishing and wanting to be paid better - and to do what I love - but knowing - I may not - and this is the life I live on the hills
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Hello hollow halos to shaddows a playing on the wall fear not shaddows and paint throws the malo the May low the payload tissues and molding clothes katsquick gots to skip and scate escaping through a broken plate ole'!
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The_Fool:
I close my eyes and see a strobe-like-effect as if you are blinking your eyes as quick as a wink with both eyes many times over and over again. And for some reason - there stands someone I only know as Waxbeam. We come to an area of trees. There are two sorted piles - treasure and the glitter of expensive things - Waxbeam claims it very quickly as if he has a flag and is claiming it all for his country -- only it is his flag and he claims it only for himself. I get the other pile -- it has an acoustic guitar - which I start playing right away (but of course I need so much practice). I look around to see art stuff to paint pictures, lots of paper for sketching and a camera -- and many creative possibilities that will take my effort. Waxbeam laughs at my misfortune and shouts, "I'm Rich!!" With his treasure he also gets a castle with more riches and many who do their best to make his life as comfortable as possible while Waxbeam who stands six feet tall becomes a six foot asshole. I have a painting that I give away (only to discover it came from a famous artist - many would laugh at my stupidity and mistake about it -- only I would know the reason I gave it away was so that all of those who laughed at me would be able to see the painting for all its beauty -- and that it would not hang on my wall -- where only I would see it -- the only bummer in that deal is someone made tons of money on it -- by reselling it -- I guess I could have -- I thought it was better to donate it - silly me). Waxbeam had things too easy and he got crankier through his days and his health seemed to be going down hill -- he traded in some of his treasure to some doctors and hospitals -- but all his riches could not buy him health. As rough as it was for him -- he never failed to laugh at me. I took my creative stuff -- and have had moments of self happiness - struggle of wanting to get better to show all this to the world. Such does not always happen as we want it to -- so I spend my regular days working in some building - doing some things - looking forward to each song I can write - each painting I can express - each story I can write - poems, and my expressions from inside being flushed out into my works -- some say I am sitting on a gold mine -- me -- I have not made any of this work in my favor -- it feels like the painting hanging on the wall for only me to see. I use a movie camera -- it has a strobe-like-effect that takes me back to the hills - where I become the_fool once more - I cannot gather the wind that slips through my fingers - I can only be the_fool with an imagination to get me through each day - and a paycheck from someone at the building I work at - to keep me grumbling at how much I need to keep working - wishing and wanting to be paid better - and to do what I love - but knowing - I may not - and this is the life I live on the hills
Your telling me lonely and a be condescending to my need to eat and remain as I am a pan searching for jewels on too dry a hill hands to the bones clones to my home moans to my phone loan me a pushing quill and solvents for steel to the corp is all I feel.