Bar's open, drinks for everyone!!!
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Non Proctor:
How appropriate! "And so this is Christmas, and what have YOU done?" It is all about the true meaning of the holiday-Thank you John!!! I'm not allergic to bees but I sure don't like them!! I would have been a wreck, too! I made a cd of all of my favorite Christmas songs and keep it in my car- takes the stress away! Quiet day here- non
lol... I hear ya with the bees.. They just SUCK! LOL!!! Thank god I didnt see the MILLIONS of bees or I would have passed out!
I know.. that first year... "So this is christmas, and what have you done" ok.. thats when I just lost it. God non, its been such a year... a RUFF year.... a PAINFUL year... a year when I almost ended it all... even before the year started (back in january when I lost my job... NOT a good time for me... I was in the hospital for O.D.ing on some pills....) And now look where I am.. here I am right now.. sitting in my VERY own office... a raise, my own apartment, and I am on the mend from a broken heart.... My life is nothing like I want it to be... but compaired to the beginng of this year.... I see JOHN, I see what I HAVE done... yes.. its another year over... and THIS new one is about to begin... Great... there I go with the crying again... sorry NON.. i dont mean to be "sitting on the couch" with ya... but.. I am just... eeekkk.. you know!
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That's okay! That is why we are here!! You HAVE come a LONG way, girlfriend!!! You just need to get on the path and follow it! There is no destination except peace and happiness!! No other person in the world can make that happen but YOU! Yes, it is fun to have someone along for the ride, but each person has their own destiny to fulfill- the paths are never even nor parallel- sometimes they cross, but mostly they run their own way....I have something for you...I have to find it... non
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But let there be spaces in your togetherness And let the winds of the heavens dance between you Love one another, but make not a bond of love. Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls. Fill each other's cup, but drink not from one cup. Give one another of your bread, but eat not from the same loaf. Sing and dance together and be joyous- But let each of you be alone. Even as the strings of the lute are alone, they quiver with the same music. Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping- For only the hand of life can contain your hearts. And stand together yet not too near together; For the pillars of the temple stand apart, Ant the oak and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow. Kahlil Gibran
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Non Proctor:
That's okay! That is why we are here!! You HAVE come a LONG way, girlfriend!!! You just need to get on the path and follow it! There is no destination except peace and happiness!! No other person in the world can make that happen but YOU! Yes, it is fun to have someone along for the ride, but each person has their own destiny to fulfill- the paths are never even nor parallel- sometimes they cross, but mostly they run their own way....I have something for you...I have to find it... non
Oh non... you always seem to sum up what I need to hear in such a nice little package
You are right... its taken me this FUCKING PAINFUL year to realise what you mean... hell.. I guess I am ahead of the game, a LOT of people NEVER figure that out, right?? All my life, all I have ever strived for is happiness... and I do know that "helping others" "giving to others" all that stuff has made me happy... LOL... there is a song from this play called Avenue Q... its funny but there is a line that says "when you help others, you cant help, helping yourself." and I guess thats what I do. For a long time I didnt know why i was like the way i am.. overly sensitive.. trusting.. and loveing to the point where I was getting hurt.. you know. I am not like other people.... and I have accepted that... yes.. I know I am going to fall off my path a MILLION times but at least I know its there.. Man.. I am really rambeling today.. I am sorry!
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Non Proctor:
But let there be spaces in your togetherness And let the winds of the heavens dance between you Love one another, but make not a bond of love. Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls. Fill each other's cup, but drink not from one cup. Give one another of your bread, but eat not from the same loaf. Sing and dance together and be joyous- But let each of you be alone. Even as the strings of the lute are alone, they quiver with the same music. Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping- For only the hand of life can contain your hearts. And stand together yet not too near together; For the pillars of the temple stand apart, Ant the oak and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow. Kahlil Gibran
thats beautiful NON!!!!
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TinybubbleCA:
Non Proctor:
That's okay! That is why we are here!! You HAVE come a LONG way, girlfriend!!! You just need to get on the path and follow it! There is no destination except peace and happiness!! No other person in the world can make that happen but YOU! Yes, it is fun to have someone along for the ride, but each person has their own destiny to fulfill- the paths are never even nor parallel- sometimes they cross, but mostly they run their own way....I have something for you...I have to find it... non
Oh non... you always seem to sum up what I need to hear in such a nice little package
You are right... its taken me this f**king PAINFUL year to realise what you mean... hell.. I guess I am ahead of the game, a LOT of people NEVER figure that out, right?? All my life, all I have ever strived for is happiness... and I do know that "helping others" "giving to others" all that stuff has made me happy... LOL... there is a song from this play called Avenue Q... its funny but there is a line that says "when you help others, you cant help, helping yourself." and I guess thats what I do. For a long time I didnt know why i was like the way i am.. overly sensitive.. trusting.. and loveing to the point where I was getting hurt.. you know. I am not like other people.... and I have accepted that... yes.. I know I am going to fall off my path a MILLION times but at least I know its there.. Man.. I am really rambeling today.. I am sorry!
Cheer up Anna, just bvought you some chocolate.
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Mark Baker:
Cheer up Anna, just bvought you some chocolate.
Last christmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away, this year.. to save me from tears.. I will give it to some one special.... lol.. sorry... The radio is play christmas music 24/7 and that song is one.... you did give my heart to that homeless man.. did you MARK!.. i knew it... sigh.. i cant trust you with anything... you baste... oh wait did you say you got me some chocolate... Tee hee.. you know I love you MARK! your the greatest... lol
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Can I also have chocolate, Mark?
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Walrus McCartney:
Can I also have chocolate, Mark?
You'll have to ask Anna if she'll share.
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Mark Baker:
Walrus McCartney:
Can I also have chocolate, Mark?
You'll have to ask Anna if she'll share.
tee hee.... depends on how much you love me oh wally wally walrus!!!
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I don't like to share!
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If I told you I loved you even more than my own dirty stick would you give it all to me?
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TinybubbleCA:
Mark Baker:
Cheer up Anna, just bvought you some chocolate.
Last christmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away, this year.. to save me from tears.. I will give it to some one special.... lol.. sorry... The radio is play christmas music 24/7 and that song is one.... you did give my heart to that homeless man.. did you MARK!.. i knew it... sigh.. i cant trust you with anything... you baste... oh wait did you say you got me some chocolate... Tee hee.. you know I love you MARK! your the greatest... lol
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Mark Baker:
TinybubbleCA:
Mark Baker:
Cheer up Anna, just bvought you some chocolate.
Last christmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away, this year.. to save me from tears.. I will give it to some one special.... lol.. sorry... The radio is play christmas music 24/7 and that song is one.... you did give my heart to that homeless man.. did you MARK!.. i knew it... sigh.. i cant trust you with anything... you baste... oh wait did you say you got me some chocolate... Tee hee.. you know I love you MARK! your the greatest... lol
ummm.. am I missing something here? Did you say something... ummm... i dont see anything
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What do nice slippers look like?
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Walrus McCartney:
If I told you I loved you even more than my own dirty stick would you give it all to me?
wow thats a lot of love!!!!!!! You can have it all... but I already licked it...
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TinybubbleCA:
Walrus McCartney:
If I told you I loved you even more than my own dirty stick would you give it all to me?
wow thats a lot of love!!!!!!! You can have it all... but I already licked it...
And I already cream filled it when you weren't looking.
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TinybubbleCA:
Mark Baker:
TinybubbleCA:
Mark Baker:
Cheer up Anna, just bvought you some chocolate.
Last christmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away, this year.. to save me from tears.. I will give it to some one special.... lol.. sorry... The radio is play christmas music 24/7 and that song is one.... you did give my heart to that homeless man.. did you MARK!.. i knew it... sigh.. i cant trust you with anything... you baste... oh wait did you say you got me some chocolate... Tee hee.. you know I love you MARK! your the greatest... lol
ummm.. am I missing something here? Did you say something... ummm... i dont see anything
I was going to but I seem to be cocking the computer up today.
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Mark Baker:
TinybubbleCA:
Mark Baker:
TinybubbleCA:
Mark Baker:
Cheer up Anna, just bvought you some chocolate.
Last christmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away, this year.. to save me from tears.. I will give it to some one special.... lol.. sorry... The radio is play christmas music 24/7 and that song is one.... you did give my heart to that homeless man.. did you MARK!.. i knew it... sigh.. i cant trust you with anything... you baste... oh wait did you say you got me some chocolate... Tee hee.. you know I love you MARK! your the greatest... lol
ummm.. am I missing something here? Did you say something... ummm... i dont see anything
I was going to but I seem to be cocking the computer up today.
I was going to say what I was going to say was what man?
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Mark Baker:
What do nice slippers look like?
depends... on what kind of slippers...