Bar's open, drinks for everyone!!!
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Mark Baker:
I'll pencil it in. I'm not hungary anymore.
tee hee.. well ok then. come here mark.. GIVE ME A KISS>.... i need a good one right now!
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TinybubbleCA:
Mark Baker:
I'll pencil it in. I'm not hungary anymore.
tee hee.. well ok then. come here mark.. GIVE ME A KISS>.... i need a good one right now!
I'm sure I can manage more than one.
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yeah.. its my lucky DAY
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TinybubbleCA:
yeah.. its my lucky DAY
Me too, call me Mr Lucky-Luck the luckiest man in Luckesville.
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Hello Marky, Hello Anna.
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Magical Mystery Girl:
Hello Marky, Hello Anna.
Hello Lisa how can I annoy..... erm I mean help you today?
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and why are you so chipper today Marky Mark and the Funcky Bunch
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TinybubbleCA:
and why are you so chipper today Marky Mark and the Funcky Bunch
Because my dinner was nice.
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I'll only trouble you for a strawberry margarita.
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oh... adn what did you eat>>>
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I need a realllllly strong drink.. its been a ruff night... and I am TRYING really hard to stay positive.. but its not working
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TinybubbleCA:
I need a realllllly strong drink.. its been a ruff night... and I am TRYING really hard to stay positive.. but its not working
((((Anna)))) Is everything OK? I'll have a stiff drink with you and stay up and talk all night if we have to.
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JennyLP:
TinybubbleCA:
I need a realllllly strong drink.. its been a ruff night... and I am TRYING really hard to stay positive.. but its not working
((((Anna)))) Is everything OK? I'll have a stiff drink with you and stay up and talk all night if we have to.
Aww.. thanks honey.. its just the same stuff different day.. I am really stressing about Mary and things.. I just am REALLY scared.. that I dont know.. i am wearing out my welcome.. I just dont know what the hell I am gonna do if they ask me to leave. I mean.. they havent said anything and I know mary is really stress about other things.. and I just may be getting the reflection of her stress.. but I dont know... i just... SIGH... I am gonna be getting off soon.. she is using the computer tonight.. but she and Ed went for a walk... when they get back I will get off... I am just so scared... beyond scared.. i wont know what to do... why is it that EVERY FUCKING FRIEND I HAVE loves me for a few seconds.. and then.. poof... all of a sudden.. for NO FUCKING REASON.. i am public enmy number one!! ok.. i am sorry... i just really needed to vent!
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Don't be sorry, we all need to vent at times. I am sorry how you are feeling about all of this, but maybe you are jumping to conclusions and getting upset over nothing. Have you thought about sitting down and discussing it with her? I am sure she has no clue of how you are feeling and the fear you have about being left behind. Talk to her
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Aww ((((Anna)))) I'm so sorry! Hang in there and don't get too upset! I'm having a rotton time too, mine has to do with my job...I'd love nothing better than to get out of it totally, but I found out the hard way last year that it doesn't work like that! At least you have family that love and worry about you. Do you think you could go back to them if worse comes to worst?
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thanks ((((JENNY))) and (((( MERRY))))) of course I could go back to my parents.. but again.. that would be a step BACKWARDS... and I just couldnt.. I want to make my parents proud of me... moving back home... although they would never say it... would be a dissapointment. And i have kind of talked to mary about it. I have asked if she was mad at me.. and she has said know.. and I KNOW that i am proablly the least of her worries... i am just scared you know. I have burned SO deeply before by people. I am so scared to trust anyone anymore! I just know she is so stressed.. what if .... she just feels like I am too much of a burden.. which I SO try not to be... I take short showers.. I hardly eat... I do the dishes every night.. i clean the house.. I do all I can to help out. Some times I just feel like I will never be good enough!
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I can understand your not wanting to go back with your parent's, that would be a last resort, but do keep it in mind, okay? I seem to have problems similar to you. I don't trust in anyone much anymore myself. I've learned that you are just about the only person you CAN put faith in. It's a sad fact, and maybe doesn't hold for everyone, but that's how it seems to me! Anyhow, like Jenny said, try not to stress over things that haven't happened yet (another of my faults!), and keep an open line of communication with the people you are staying with. You sound like a good person to have around, I mean you are being thoughtful of them, so I don't think they really can say that you are a problem. It could very well be that they have many worries and problems of their own they are having to deal with. Merry
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Good Tuesday Morning! How about a huge ALL Melon Salad with chunks of sharp cheddar cheese and onion crackers on the side??? Sounds yummy to me- anyone want some???? non
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Good morning, Non! Glad to see you back here! I'm not much of a melon fan myself (unless it happens to be watermelon), but I could go for a little cheese and onion crackers, that sounds good! A glass of juice would be nice with that too, maybe some oj, if you have it on hand! Merry
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Morning Merry. Morning non.